| The book of Matthew |
[Jul. 9th, 2009|09:47 pm] |
Maybe it's really time to move on, I don't know, we'll see.
It's scary not knowing what life has installed for me.
There's so much that I want to do, so much that I DON'T want to do.
So much that I'm scared to do, so much that I don't know what to do.
Yet God has been affirming me again and again.
The Word of God has seemingly became my new bestfriend.
Yet again, sometimes I just find it so hard to apply what I've read/learnt into my daily life.
This week has been tough, really tough.
Maybe I need a break. |
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| Crazee |
[Jul. 6th, 2009|10:17 pm] |
POA lecture was completely insane. Kenni, Jia and I were just either dozing off, laughing at each other or laughing even more at each other. Hahaha. But sadly, I was always the one getting blamed for it -.- Thx a lot guyssssssssssss.
Kenni: OMG! LOOK AT YOUR NOTES (to Jia - cause her notes was FILLED with her own retarded drawings)
Me: YA LA! OMG!
Jia: (looks at me) YOU ALSO !
Me: (-.-) You were the one who drew it!
-awkward silence-
All: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAHA!
Kenni and I: B I M B O B I M B O B I M B O AND JIAQI IS A BIMBO (Totally unplanned)
All: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!
:D Love them to bits.
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| 911 |
[Jul. 5th, 2009|11:22 pm] |
I'm suffocating.
The workload is killing me.
Highly doubt that the next 2 weeks of school will be fun but filled with all sorts of drama.
I need to learn not to jump into conclusion that quickly.
For the times I wished I had more responsible, cooperative and smarter groupmates,
for the times I complain so much that project meetings suck so bad,
for the times I had the intentions of stabbing people to death,
I'm sorry Jesus.
I'm so unworthy yet you loved me anyway.
Who am I to judge..
I know all these is for a reason.
May you increase as I decrease in such situations Lord,
this I pray. |
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| OH NOOOOOO |
[Jul. 2nd, 2009|08:30 am] |
Last night my fatty came over to wait for his daddy to pick him up cause apparently the night before, fatty forgot to turn the headlights off -.- Yes, he parked the car and he forgot to turn the headlights off! (I just HAD TO repeat that, HAHAHA!) Anyway, so fatty's daddy got to drive the car around to sort of get it going. After fatty tucked me to bed, which was around 9smth when he was gonna leave, I slept all the way till 745 just now (: Hehehehee. I just submitted my work on the dot at 8am, I feel accomplised. Now.. MORE work to do till 10 -.-
Goodbye. |
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| Fattyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy |
[Jun. 29th, 2009|11:48 pm] |
I've been eating like a pig so much so that I'm starting to scare myself, sad.
Thank God Keith's fat too and that he doesn't mind a fat girlfriend :D
Heheheeee.
FATTY BOM BOM out.
(Timeforadoublecheeseburger) |
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| A little late but Keith Francis Matthias De Silva, happy blessed 6th (: |
[Jun. 24th, 2009|11:18 pm] |
From singing that dope song at midnight,
to being such a sweetheart for the entire day,
what more can I ask for.
With conviction this shall be said, that you're gonna be that one I'll walk with till my deathbed(HAHA!), the one I'll keep holding onto despite how hard it's going to get, the one I'll always have my heart with, the one I truly love, my true found love. My dear, it's been crazily hard to keep up with the drama throughout these 6 months. If you're counting from the time we started dating, LONGER. It's really hard and it's true that sometimes you just pissed me off so bad that I just wanna shave your head bald. But baby, no one gets me like you do, no one will and would.
Only you would go through great lengths just to put a smile on my face. Only you would keep me in track 24/7. Only you would stay by my side even if I were to suckerpunch or bitch slap you. Only you would travel half the country to get me my fish soup when it's only a 10mins ride away from my place to the mall. Only you would do the things that others wouldn't do just cause I matter to you.
I thank God for a blessing like you, always have and always will. For making me realise throughout these months what an impact you've caused upon my life and how much things would have been different if you're not part of it. I know I'm not the easiest person to love yet you still chose to love me. Baby, people might think we're just young and stupid for making such a commitment but I know this is real.
Till death do us apart, I love you.
Always and forever yours,
Phyllis G. |
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| So unconditional |
[Jun. 16th, 2009|11:00 pm] |
I think I have the bestest boyfriend ever, seriously.
Who would walk to a shop which is quite a few blocks away just to buy me scotch tape, clear scotch tape?
Who would rather he himself get hurt than let his girlfriend risk her fingers?
Who would wake up so early in the morning almost everyday just to wake me up for school?
Who would stay at my house till almost 11 just to complete my YI stuff with me even though he's unwell?
Who would just blindly give in unconditionally just because he knows I'm not in the best of moods?
Who would carry all my stuffs for me after school though he is already carrying his own bag, laptop, drums and whatnot?
Who would travel half the country just to see me?
Who would play Hangaroo with his girlfriend for so long?
Who would just spend a whole day doing nothing with his girlfriend just cause she's bored when he can play drums at home?
Who can just sleep with the webcam on cause his girlfriend fell asleep?
Who would not get pissed at his girlfriend for sleeping on the phone while talking to him for countless of times?
Who would choose to walk a way longer route with me just cause I feel like breathing in more fresh air?
Who would stay up all night with me just because I can't sleep?
Who would choose to be broke himself rather than his girlfriend?
Who would let his girlfriend call him a fatty and feels happy about it?
Who would go all out just to make his girlfriend happy?
Who would always for sure love his so-hard-to-please girlfriend unconditionally?
Who would? Keith Francis Matthias De Silva would, the one and only, my one and only.
No words can describe how much I love my fatty and I think today's the first time I confessed so much things to you. I love you baby, I really do. Every word I said, wasn't meant to make you smile or to make you feel like you've got the best girlfriend ever but to let you know that your most hoped for dream has come true. Your fears are settled love. Come years come, I love you and our D (:
"Loving you is all that matters"
Awwww, thx bb, my sugar, spice and everything nice (: |
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[Jun. 13th, 2009|12:08 am] |
I love my bestfriend, and I just realised how much I missed her, sianz ):
For those who don't know... she's one of that few people I don't really talk to, don't really see, don't need to catch up with every single week yet still my most treasured bestfriend. HAHAHAHA, Strangeeee. Whatever it is, I know regardless of whatever it may be, she has got my back and I for sure am behind her too. And as long as she's happy, I'm happy (: YAY! :D "WAYNE! I'M WATCHING YOU!", HAHAHAHA! :D Although I only got to spend a few hours with her sitting with me during amp and just talking about an hour afterwards, I'm content and I'm sure today's my best day for the whole entire week (:
I don't know how else can I thank God for such a blessing in my life, for having a bestfriend whom I know will be with me even as I walk down the aisle, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! *HINT HINT*. Aiya, I lurbxz chew Audrey Gladys Teo (:
I'm tired BUT! I will be a good girlfriend and wait for my most beloved boyfriend to get his fat ass home first before I crash.
Goodbye and Praise the Good Lord! :D |
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| breakzzzz |
[Jun. 12th, 2009|09:30 am] |
So what if i sucked bad at the recent ICA, I'm done feeling like shit about it cause there's so much more to be happy about. Like having one of my most awesome friend coming for YISS, to being blessed with the most amazing friends one can ever have and the world's best boyfriend. Life can't get any better than this, okay, maybe it can but you get my point. Also having Marv back, having probably the chance to meet my long lost bestfriend later on, YAY! :D :D :D
And I had a great day with Shar and Char. Love you two and Amanda to the maximum of the maximum, forever and ever (: (:
Time for my dumbass project which almost all my groupmates are late for,
ta. |
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| Confused. |
[Jun. 8th, 2009|10:00 pm] |
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I wasn't feeling my best the moment POA ended, I have absolutely no idea why. But yes, I felt pretty much like crap. On a lighter note, I have a whole lot of fun in school with the boys and J. They're the best, they make me laugh till I get tummy aches. Yes, they're THAT good (: Took dumb videos and yes, it was just fun. Was watching one of it on my way home and I was definitely entertained (:
I've got stupid extra lessons tomorrow till 4, bloody hell. But I'm just gonna go Suntec cause Chubs is down for Jimmy Lee's thing tomorrow, I'll just keep my fingers crossed and pray pray pray. Another thing to pray for would definitely be Access. Hate it to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx cause I suck so bad at it ): ): ):
For now.. BOYFRIEND TIME! :D
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[Jun. 7th, 2009|10:03 pm] |
Today started off bad but whatever. Chubs parents were like introducing me to the priest and all, hahahaha, quite funny seeing how Chubs daddy talks to one of them. Had fun at St. Anthony's today, saw a couple of friends (: (: So Chubs and I went to study at starbucks, I must say it's pretty productive seeing that I understood what I did. YAY! :D I just hope I'd pass the paper. Howie came afterwards, chilled, studied and off to eat JUNKfood. YUMMY :DDDDDDDD Can't wait for Tuesdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :D Jimmy Leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeee. Oh yes, I forgot to bring my calculator with me today and I was pretty upset, Idk why. But anyway, Chubs bought me this to cheer me up!  Hehehehehe. Luv it. Thanks Chubs (: Love you. kbye. |
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| ilykfmds |
[Jun. 3rd, 2009|08:37 pm] |
I was actually really disappointed in how I actually fared for the past 2 papers, but what's done is done. I'm over it all thanks to Jesus's help. (:
Anyway, I just came home from dinner with Chubs. I guess its been awhile since the both of us just had dinner so peacefully without having to worry about anything. I noticed that we're forever having HTHT, hahaha, gay much. I know I always say how lucky this or that person is to have such an awesome boyfriend but you know what Chubs, you're the best that I can ever have in my life (: (:
<3 kfmds |
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| Big J. |
[Jun. 2nd, 2009|02:32 pm] |
YI prep camp was beyond amazing. So much happened but I only want one person to know and he knows it already (: So much for changing to kitchen from facs, I'm once again fac-ing. Though I'm freaking out on the inside, I'm still extremely excited. To be able to facilitate with Master(Francis) is even better cause there's so much that I can learn from him since he's so experienced. I have a whole lot of concern with regards to my group but may Jesus increase as I decrease so that I may be a useful instrument for God. I thank Jesus for all that I have and I'll offer whatever I have up for Him. Never rely on God only when you're desperate. Rely on Him even if it concerns the littlest things. You don't decide what's too small for Jesus, He does. My undying love will always stay with my Lord God, my Father in Heaven.
Super strong God.
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| Happs |
[May. 28th, 2009|10:17 pm] |
I think ever since I got into NYP, I haven't really had the time to think of how different things have been. Seeing how lazy I was actually feeling just now, I thought about it and actually, I really feel that I didn't choose the wrong school.
As most would take NYP to be a "cheena piang" school, I too thought so before. Everyone was pretty much shocked when they found out I CHOSE to go to NYP cause they said that I'd adapt better in NP, TP or wherever. But those who knows me well enough would know that I'd choose sleep over almost anything. So yes, the distance and the travelling time were my main concerns. I couldn't care less if the school was "cheena pok" or whatsoever because I get to sleep more. But after having known that I really GOT IN to NYP, I sort of regretted because I knew things was going to be harder than I thought.
First up was orientation, I thought it was gonna suck bad and was having this whole mood swing thing for almost a week before the real deal. But hey! It turned out to be really fun (: Met really amazing people there and yes, it was just fun with them. Not long later, school started and I managed to adapt pretty well. No more whining about waking up early for school(SURPRISINGLY), no more saying "OMG SCHOOL!" cause I somehow seem to start loving it.
I guess the people I've been meeting have been seriously a blessing. From Kenni to Jiaqi, Casey and all the other boys that we hang out with, it's been nothing but blessings from God. Seriously, having to come from an IJ school(which I'm very much proud of), it's almost IMPOSSIBLE for me to have friends who speaks chinese because most of my IJ friends can hardly even pass their chinese(I'm not any better). Now I have friends who speaks and blogs in chinese and he's a really awesome friend. The funny thing is, because Jia and I can't speak really fluent chinese, no one speaks to us in chinese(they'd translate everything they say for us). And because Jia is injured, you can really tell who your true friends are cause come on, having to push a wheelchair is no joke, especially when it's almost close to a month. After the wheelchair was crutches, than this "transformer" looking thing to today's ankle guard. It's been close to 4 months since her injury and she's still recovering but you know, those few who were hanging out with us before, are still with us and have been of great help. (: I feel like a little kid, but It's just really nice to know (:
Everything has been fine with regards to school, although it ain't perfect but I'm dealing well enough with whatever I have. And thank God I'm able to serve for YI this year (: I have no idea how I'm going to do it with having to submit 6 projects right after the hols but I guess God gave me the green light for the fact that he didn't put the 3 killer modules ICA next week (: Hehe. So yes, I'm just going to go ahead with it. (: In fact, YI Prep camp's on tomorrow! :D How excitingggggg! :D OMG! I just suddenly have this song playing in my head! "Let the river flow, let the river flow, Holy spirit come...." WOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! :D
kbye. |
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[May. 25th, 2009|10:15 am] |
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EWS today was fun, somehow.
And I'm done with school for the day...
I'm tired, I think I should sleep but noooooo, my mum needs to take me elsewhere.
I've got an Access ICA on tomorrow ):
I'm going home to study right after we're done.
Access, I really love you, love me too? Please.
Jesusssssss, I need you. |
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| Fast or whatttttttttttttttttttttttttt |
[May. 24th, 2009|10:34 pm] |
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I'M DONE WITH MY EWS! :DDDD
WOOPEEDOOOOOOO! :DDDDDDDDDD
blockphyllis
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phyllisisssadandhateswarren
ignorephyllis'teases
phyllisknowsthatsheisrightandwarrenjustrefusestoadmitit
8-)
Warren's stupidity makes me laugh.
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| chubbywabby |
[May. 24th, 2009|09:18 pm] |
So I've been quite caught up with my marketing ICA lately that once it was over, faggot mode was instantly switched on. So much so that I've yet to touch a single assignment or whatsoever. I am so screwed, and I know it. So I got to start pacing myself for the upcoming exams, OH MY DEAR LORD, SAVE MY SOUL! And yes, I've got Access on tuesday ): I can't do Access for nuts, it's just NOT MY THING. But it's alright, if there's a will, there's a way. Shall find my way through that thick textbook of mine. With determination, I WILL succeed. (HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!)
Oh yes, Fatty made me a collage (: (: (: (:
It's so pweety and I know he put a whole lot of effort into it cause I saw the number of drafts he had. What a cute little fat boy, I like (:
Time for EWS assignments.
Gee, out... |
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| HEE horrrr HEE horrrr |
[May. 21st, 2009|08:07 pm] |
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Why do I have a feeling I'm gonna fall sick AGAIN? ):
My ulcer, gum and ear hurts.
I'm currently partially deaf btw ): ): ):
On a lighter note,
I'M FINALLY DONE WITH MY MARKETING ICA!
All I have to do now is submit it, WOOPEEDOO (:
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| Help |
[May. 19th, 2009|04:50 pm] |
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I'm so stress, I think I just got Ant into being stress with me :/
He's such a great brother, really.
I need time and space.
But most importantly, I need Jesus,
with me.
Off for mass to hear what God has got to say to me.
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